I’m losing a hold of myself. I thought I knew myself so well, I thought I was a strong person. I need to stop going with the flow, stop drinking every weekend, and get my shit together. I need to spend more time with the only person that truly loves me, my mom. I need to figure everything out, seems like everything is falling apart. But this isn’t the right way to put the pieces together. I need to start thinking straight. But on the real, being at work with less than an hour of sleep and hung over is not the bidness. Gina’s cat seriously almost made me cry countless times throughout the night….It was seriously like living a nightmare for the night….hearing it purr and cry………I need to fight my fears….but for now I will forever hate cats. Always keep in mind: Others struggle with problems that are incomparable to mine. This is only a fraction of my life; This will pass and I’ll forget all these feelings; but the actions I choose to make will make a mark on my life, me, and my future.